*sigh* Where to start....
well for one I acutally have some time to sit and blog so kick off your shoes and relax.
First off: Happy Saint Patrick's Day! Hope you all are wearing green, if not heres a pinch for you *pinch*
Next: Today was great. Nice weather, green clothing, and more happiness than Hemmy at a FOB concert lol {only AJ will get that}. School is still there and I'm beginning to feel the sadness that I might not see any of my friends anymore. I guess being a junior at a high school where friendship can make or break you is something that hits hard for me.
I'm so confused too. I have no idea on what profession I want to go into that I'm going insane. Recently I have been looking into the fashion field {as you can see on my page} and have always had a desire to try it out. However at the same time I have always loved teaching. Especially history, yes I know. I'm truly caught between two things i really like.
Everyone thats still reading this is probably saying to themselves "Why is he thinking about his profession right now? He's barely a junior in high school!?" Well to answer that: I want to be ready. Going to college without a profession in mind is like buying a house with food stamps, it makes no sense.
But whatev. People can make their own assumptions, its my life.
Anyway, I feel so uncomfortable in my own skin. I'm afraid to be...me. The bisexual me, I mean yeah I like guys but I want to settle down with a girl and have kids. I've always had a special somebodies at my high school: One is an athlete, hes super cute and really funny. The other is one of my best friends, shes adorable and always knows how to make me laugh when I'm sad. I planned on coming out this summer with my best friend Michelle there for support {and back up just in case my parents kick me out}. She is gay, but I love her to death and she showed me its ok to be who I am. Me: a Bisexual Mexican 17 year old in a very strict family. Wow I'm totally fuct. I just want to be me...not someone I'm not.
Someone help me!
